I will not respond to such commentary.
I will not un-man-mify myself to respond and get into a petty ordeal.
I will not answer questions about the statements.
I will not rebut truths, untruths, etc.
I will not stop being a friendly person who speaks at will.
I will not stop learning and growing and being who I am.
I stepped away on or about December 9, 2006. At that point the issue was over. If ya my folks for real for real... you will step away too!
Randomness:
1) Wow... I enjoy the views to my lil bitty blog.
2) Commentary is cute when you are klean and unscaved, but when you not... you are just antagonistic.
3) Can you imagine Norv Turner coaching the 'Boys?
4) Reinvest in self... its the only guaranteed return!
5) Anyone wanna buy my lil brother? *Arrrrghhh*
*ENTER*
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
January 24, 2007....
My President: Did ya watch that speech? This man is aight with me... even in the face of 'I fawked up and dont know what to do", he stand tall and delivers his 'best' speech to date. I dont care what your politcal affiliation is or how you feel about the President of these United States, dude handles his business. I agree and disagree with his solutions and plans, but he got a plan -- and that is a good start. He wants to get out of this Iraqi thing and not upset the Isreal/Iran all at the same time. The bamma is kool as a kukumber under the pressure. Luv him or hate him... he still OUR President!
Obama/Hillary: Its on. They are out there and on it hard. I have read this Debra Dickerson chick'blog/reports about Obama and his level of blackness. I am so hyped and ready for the rumble. Problem is.... Pelosi looked lost and spacey last night sitting there behind my boy George! John Edwards and Vlasic got a fight on their hands. And if Al gonna get in, he need to get his team in gear... did I say that I hope that Al doesnt get in it? Hmmm.... Anyway, its gonna be hot!
Ran into my ex who broke my heart: First.... Happy Birthday. I ran into her at a 100 BlackMen event. Man she looked good... I am glad I was too or it would have been disasterous. Anyway, she has a child - congrats Miss. She is shacking... and she looked good (Did I say that before?) I's married and working out some things (not necessarily bad things, but things). We spoke at length about what happened and how we both have evolved. It was a good 'healing' for the both of us. Quiet as Kept... she said I broke her heart too. We joked and laffed over drinks and acknowledged that we both had places in our heart for one another. I dont talk about my 'marriage matters' to any one but the Mrs.... and the EX respected that and offered her ear as a symbol of our once friendship. WOW...
Yes, I am spoiled: Man... every office I go to there is a caudry of women who take to me. I dont mix romance and work, but they take to me as a son, brother, or .... whatever! There are 29 people in this office and 26 are women. *dance dance* Anyway... they brought me breakfast today and are taking me to lunch. They are all nice looking women too, some older, some younger, but still WORTHY range!! *LOL* but the rule is .. "dont get your money and honey in the same spot".
Randomness:
1) Live your life... stop worrying bout me. Trust me, you got your own issues and problem than to be looking back at me and what I's doing. I got my demons and issues... and I KNOW YOU GOT YOURS. So, walk away peacefully and enjoy yours -- cause you know I am gonna handle and enjoy mine!
2) TheWizards lost.... guess we can beat the East, but the West gots the Best! Poor AI, I wish you would have gone to a East team... Yall still need a Center to compliment you and Melo. Wonder what Motumbo is doing?? Maybe you can trade for him?
3) Fawk the Tuna... whack @ss sell out. You cn handle T.O., sit his @ss in a corner and play him on Sundays. PERIOD!
4) My brother is ... I love him. Thats all Imma say.
* ENTER*
Obama/Hillary: Its on. They are out there and on it hard. I have read this Debra Dickerson chick'blog/reports about Obama and his level of blackness. I am so hyped and ready for the rumble. Problem is.... Pelosi looked lost and spacey last night sitting there behind my boy George! John Edwards and Vlasic got a fight on their hands. And if Al gonna get in, he need to get his team in gear... did I say that I hope that Al doesnt get in it? Hmmm.... Anyway, its gonna be hot!
Ran into my ex who broke my heart: First.... Happy Birthday. I ran into her at a 100 BlackMen event. Man she looked good... I am glad I was too or it would have been disasterous. Anyway, she has a child - congrats Miss. She is shacking... and she looked good (Did I say that before?) I's married and working out some things (not necessarily bad things, but things). We spoke at length about what happened and how we both have evolved. It was a good 'healing' for the both of us. Quiet as Kept... she said I broke her heart too. We joked and laffed over drinks and acknowledged that we both had places in our heart for one another. I dont talk about my 'marriage matters' to any one but the Mrs.... and the EX respected that and offered her ear as a symbol of our once friendship. WOW...
Yes, I am spoiled: Man... every office I go to there is a caudry of women who take to me. I dont mix romance and work, but they take to me as a son, brother, or .... whatever! There are 29 people in this office and 26 are women. *dance dance* Anyway... they brought me breakfast today and are taking me to lunch. They are all nice looking women too, some older, some younger, but still WORTHY range!! *LOL* but the rule is .. "dont get your money and honey in the same spot".
Randomness:
1) Live your life... stop worrying bout me. Trust me, you got your own issues and problem than to be looking back at me and what I's doing. I got my demons and issues... and I KNOW YOU GOT YOURS. So, walk away peacefully and enjoy yours -- cause you know I am gonna handle and enjoy mine!
2) TheWizards lost.... guess we can beat the East, but the West gots the Best! Poor AI, I wish you would have gone to a East team... Yall still need a Center to compliment you and Melo. Wonder what Motumbo is doing?? Maybe you can trade for him?
3) Fawk the Tuna... whack @ss sell out. You cn handle T.O., sit his @ss in a corner and play him on Sundays. PERIOD!
4) My brother is ... I love him. Thats all Imma say.
* ENTER*
Monday, January 22, 2007
First day back...
Well first let me say... GOD's helper was trying to hold me back. It snowed like a dayum beast Sunday afternoon. I was in the snow stuck on I-95 for 3 hours between DC and Richmond. But then the MAN himself said... "Boy, you need clearer roads to get back... " And from Richmond on HE opened the road up and just hit me with cold and freezing rain. So what was normally a four hour trip was turned into a seven hour journey... but by HIS hand ---> I made it!
God its good to be in my OWN bed again!!!
Aight....
Started the new assignment here in North Carolina... the office is great thus far. People are genuine and ...hmmm un-DC like! I am enjoying it... I have three task assignments - unlike the last stop I had where I sat for months until I had a meaningful project. I hate geetting momney in my bank account and all I did was show up. I like to earn my money. I dont know bout you, but if I am worth that money doing nothing -- just how much am I am worth DOING something!
Home... well the Mrs. is doing her thing. She is lookin like she miss me ... and better yet - the cooperative efforts e both are putting forth is working hella-well. If you ever think anything is wrong or needs to be addressed in ya relationships... remember this word....
"Communication" - com·mu·ni·ca·tion /kəˌmyunɪˈkeɪʃən/
Pronunciation [kuh-myoo-ni-key-shuhn] - noun
> the act or process of communicating; fact of being communicated.
> the imparting or interchange of thoughts, opinions, or information by speech, writing, or signs. > something imparted, interchanged, or transmitted.
> a document or message imparting news, views, information, etc.
> passage, or an opportunity or means of passage, between places.
Nuff said.....
Yall siced bout these two black coaches in the SuperBowl? Yeah... lets celebrate the accomplishment. Cause I am too... now tha tPeyton haad me proud when they was like "Peyton you lead the Colts to the victory" and he replied "Couch Dungy had a gameplan that we stuck to..yada yada yada". Look at that deference and that humility to let the MEDIA know that the HNIC handled this victory comeback. And poor Lovie, they shot and banged his @ss about Rex. But look at him... all proud and shnit. *Sidebar* Who the FAWK named that boy LOVIE? Do yall see Mrs. Howell from Gilligan' Island everytime they say that guy's name!!! *LOL* WOW! Just wow....
Randomness:
1) LIFE -- Live it... you will love it.
2) My godson... he has some mental issues and a learning disability. But thats fine... you know why? He is alive and can cope with them and acieve in school regardless. Did I tell yall his @ss is 6'3 and 260lbs... I think he can play college ball if he can just control his anger issues. (That's just a by-product of his mother's substance abuse when he was INSIDE her and her continued use around his as a small child)...hell if he cant play ball, he be a bouncer at the Club or something!
3) West Wing: The Series ... the entire series is on sale at Target. Wanna get me a great gift .... there is ya hint.
4) What a waste of a parent your @ss is... *SMH* Had me fooled... BIG TIME.. big big.. HUGE!
5) Summer time.... condos will be ready!!!!
*ENTER*
God its good to be in my OWN bed again!!!
Aight....
Started the new assignment here in North Carolina... the office is great thus far. People are genuine and ...hmmm un-DC like! I am enjoying it... I have three task assignments - unlike the last stop I had where I sat for months until I had a meaningful project. I hate geetting momney in my bank account and all I did was show up. I like to earn my money. I dont know bout you, but if I am worth that money doing nothing -- just how much am I am worth DOING something!
Home... well the Mrs. is doing her thing. She is lookin like she miss me ... and better yet - the cooperative efforts e both are putting forth is working hella-well. If you ever think anything is wrong or needs to be addressed in ya relationships... remember this word....
"Communication" - com·mu·ni·ca·tion /kəˌmyunɪˈkeɪʃən/
Pronunciation [kuh-myoo-ni-key-shuhn] - noun
> the act or process of communicating; fact of being communicated.
> the imparting or interchange of thoughts, opinions, or information by speech, writing, or signs. > something imparted, interchanged, or transmitted.
> a document or message imparting news, views, information, etc.
> passage, or an opportunity or means of passage, between places.
Nuff said.....
Yall siced bout these two black coaches in the SuperBowl? Yeah... lets celebrate the accomplishment. Cause I am too... now tha tPeyton haad me proud when they was like "Peyton you lead the Colts to the victory" and he replied "Couch Dungy had a gameplan that we stuck to..yada yada yada". Look at that deference and that humility to let the MEDIA know that the HNIC handled this victory comeback. And poor Lovie, they shot and banged his @ss about Rex. But look at him... all proud and shnit. *Sidebar* Who the FAWK named that boy LOVIE? Do yall see Mrs. Howell from Gilligan' Island everytime they say that guy's name!!! *LOL* WOW! Just wow....
Randomness:
1) LIFE -- Live it... you will love it.
2) My godson... he has some mental issues and a learning disability. But thats fine... you know why? He is alive and can cope with them and acieve in school regardless. Did I tell yall his @ss is 6'3 and 260lbs... I think he can play college ball if he can just control his anger issues. (That's just a by-product of his mother's substance abuse when he was INSIDE her and her continued use around his as a small child)...hell if he cant play ball, he be a bouncer at the Club or something!
3) West Wing: The Series ... the entire series is on sale at Target. Wanna get me a great gift .... there is ya hint.
4) What a waste of a parent your @ss is... *SMH* Had me fooled... BIG TIME.. big big.. HUGE!
5) Summer time.... condos will be ready!!!!
*ENTER*
Thursday, January 18, 2007
January 18, 2007
Good morning folks...
A few things I wanna get off my chest....
1) Obama: Negro please... While I am one of the most optomistic negroes you will ever meet. I have danced on the same floor with the Clintons, hollered at the Gores, spoke with Sharpton, and debated with Jackson. I worked with Orrin Hatch, tussled in politic jargon with Specter, and funned with a few nameless ones. The world, this United States of America ... just aint ready. Mark my word, write them down, print this out... A white woman possible, but not likely. A negro ( person of color)... man if Powell couldnt pull it off what makes you think... I like this guy, he is intelligent, articulate ( for my white readers), and savvy, but he is too ill experienced. Trouble with him is that he is the anti-Hillary for most. And the issue for them both is ... they will pull from the same POOL of voters making it easy for a third person to slip right through (Edwards, Vlasik, etc.) In his limited Senate career he has iniated.... he has passed.... he has..... *thinking* what the hell has he done? Oh... wrote two books with a third on hold. Two years in the Senate and three books. Oh... yeah he did post up one piece of legislation - and McCain sent him to the lil boy corner for about a week or so. Then Mc had the nerve to publish his 'STFU lil boy' letter in the Post. WOW! Sen. Obama... ride this one out. Accept the Vice President and see how the USofA loves ya... I am not saying settle, I am saying 'learn'.
2) Work: As a black man... do you often times feel marginalized? As if the standard are set low? I completed a task for my Associate Adminstrator and this kat act like I found the cure for cancer. He hit me with a 'on the spot' award ($2,500) and accomodations. I asked this dude what the deal was... he stated that many had tried to communicate this same message in many forms but with little to no results. However, my presentation garnered no responses and everyone 'got' the concept and idea. I was struck with 'Awww' then disgust that I was working with such incompetent mofos.
3) Life: Is GREAT.... cause God is good to me. I cannot complain, nope not at all. I ran into my ex (dont know if I told yall but I ran cross my first love contact info on a press release-- and I called her). She is living life and loving it. Her life is GOOOD and I am honestly glad for her. I hated her for years because she broke my heart (shed tear), but when we spoke it was as if we were the best of friends. Cause we were when we dated. She said that she still loved me and that we would always have a place in her heart (and i co-signed to my heart as well). She had lil boy recently... I am so proud and happy for her. Her life is totally turned around and she is that upstanding woman that I was gonna live my life with (or so I thought). Anyway... we agreed NOT to meet up but to remain close 'phone' friends. * Why ? We sexed alot.... and that was the bestestest part of the relationship -- Yeah its been 15 yrs, but some things you never forget * Heres the best part though... she told me my god-son is 18 now and about to graduate college this spring. Problem is... he dont have money for college, while he has a partial scholarship to FAMU, he needs more. His mother died when he was 8 and his father aint shnit. *SMILE* I was excited to tell her that ... when I was deemed his godfather, I started a trust fund for him. When we (her and & I) lost touch I just convereted the thing to a nameless fund for one of my own children (when I had them). I told her to tell his grandmother to call me and I will have the fund turned over to him. The fund is to be dispensed over four years and it should be enough to supplement him. I am SOOO proud and happy to help him. God is good!!!
4) Real Estate: slow... and slowing... but still GOOD!!
Randomness:
a) I dont read the newspaper no more...
b) I joined yet another investment group...
c) Using people who like you is never a good thing. Life will fawk you in the end and you will never be happy.
d) She is backkkkkkkkk!!!!! NO... we are back!!!
A few things I wanna get off my chest....
1) Obama: Negro please... While I am one of the most optomistic negroes you will ever meet. I have danced on the same floor with the Clintons, hollered at the Gores, spoke with Sharpton, and debated with Jackson. I worked with Orrin Hatch, tussled in politic jargon with Specter, and funned with a few nameless ones. The world, this United States of America ... just aint ready. Mark my word, write them down, print this out... A white woman possible, but not likely. A negro ( person of color)... man if Powell couldnt pull it off what makes you think... I like this guy, he is intelligent, articulate ( for my white readers), and savvy, but he is too ill experienced. Trouble with him is that he is the anti-Hillary for most. And the issue for them both is ... they will pull from the same POOL of voters making it easy for a third person to slip right through (Edwards, Vlasik, etc.) In his limited Senate career he has iniated.... he has passed.... he has..... *thinking* what the hell has he done? Oh... wrote two books with a third on hold. Two years in the Senate and three books. Oh... yeah he did post up one piece of legislation - and McCain sent him to the lil boy corner for about a week or so. Then Mc had the nerve to publish his 'STFU lil boy' letter in the Post. WOW! Sen. Obama... ride this one out. Accept the Vice President and see how the USofA loves ya... I am not saying settle, I am saying 'learn'.
2) Work: As a black man... do you often times feel marginalized? As if the standard are set low? I completed a task for my Associate Adminstrator and this kat act like I found the cure for cancer. He hit me with a 'on the spot' award ($2,500) and accomodations. I asked this dude what the deal was... he stated that many had tried to communicate this same message in many forms but with little to no results. However, my presentation garnered no responses and everyone 'got' the concept and idea. I was struck with 'Awww' then disgust that I was working with such incompetent mofos.
3) Life: Is GREAT.... cause God is good to me. I cannot complain, nope not at all. I ran into my ex (dont know if I told yall but I ran cross my first love contact info on a press release-- and I called her). She is living life and loving it. Her life is GOOOD and I am honestly glad for her. I hated her for years because she broke my heart (shed tear), but when we spoke it was as if we were the best of friends. Cause we were when we dated. She said that she still loved me and that we would always have a place in her heart (and i co-signed to my heart as well). She had lil boy recently... I am so proud and happy for her. Her life is totally turned around and she is that upstanding woman that I was gonna live my life with (or so I thought). Anyway... we agreed NOT to meet up but to remain close 'phone' friends. * Why ? We sexed alot.... and that was the bestestest part of the relationship -- Yeah its been 15 yrs, but some things you never forget * Heres the best part though... she told me my god-son is 18 now and about to graduate college this spring. Problem is... he dont have money for college, while he has a partial scholarship to FAMU, he needs more. His mother died when he was 8 and his father aint shnit. *SMILE* I was excited to tell her that ... when I was deemed his godfather, I started a trust fund for him. When we (her and & I) lost touch I just convereted the thing to a nameless fund for one of my own children (when I had them). I told her to tell his grandmother to call me and I will have the fund turned over to him. The fund is to be dispensed over four years and it should be enough to supplement him. I am SOOO proud and happy to help him. God is good!!!
4) Real Estate: slow... and slowing... but still GOOD!!
Randomness:
a) I dont read the newspaper no more...
b) I joined yet another investment group...
c) Using people who like you is never a good thing. Life will fawk you in the end and you will never be happy.
d) She is backkkkkkkkk!!!!! NO... we are back!!!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Headed back to NC...
Got things to do and people to see. Mortgage business is doing well... venture in SC is jumping !! I cant tell you how happy I's bout that one... What up folks? Yall see I got a new spread for the '07. Imma make it happen and do what it do.
Some how I feel like the dayum black panther party... and (Rockwell sings) "Somebody watching me". Well I wont get in to that....
Short and Sweet for the 1-10-07...
Randomness:
1) How bout them Redskins? Chillin at Chammps the other day !
2) Is DC United really owned by two losers? WOW!!! Will they bring back Freddie Adu?
3) Real Estate.... do it!!! You never too broke to LEARN the material for sale in B&N or Borders!!!!
4) "Back in stride again... " I strayed.... and have been away - but I am back!!!!
5) If know you reading this so ... *KISS* and I love you too!!!
Some how I feel like the dayum black panther party... and (Rockwell sings) "Somebody watching me". Well I wont get in to that....
Short and Sweet for the 1-10-07...
Randomness:
1) How bout them Redskins? Chillin at Chammps the other day !
2) Is DC United really owned by two losers? WOW!!! Will they bring back Freddie Adu?
3) Real Estate.... do it!!! You never too broke to LEARN the material for sale in B&N or Borders!!!!
4) "Back in stride again... " I strayed.... and have been away - but I am back!!!!
5) If know you reading this so ... *KISS* and I love you too!!!
Monday, January 08, 2007
January 8, 2007...
Its a new year a new me.... and hopefully a new you!
I trust everyone had a good new year's eve and am having a GREAT new year.
I wanna thank my folks for starting me on this Blog thing. I am finding it to be amusing and fun. Funny how WORDS mean so much to so many people. When I say stuff flippid (sp) and off the cuff or just say something that ...just dont matter - its interpreted so strangely. I will tell you what people I have dated said to me once... "Only take in 20% of what I am saying cause the other 80% is pure BULLSHNIT!" And quite frankly if you pick up on the BS and learn the commentary - you love me even more!
I am nonchalant... dont too much bother me. However when I think I have hurt someone or offended them, my manners take over. I just say I apologize... I dont dwell in the 'mad at you' moment. I accept it and move on. The quicker you learn this... the better. The longer you stay madd at me the less time we have to enjoy one another's company. So what you gonna do!?!?!
So... my initial randomness post of 2007.
1) I thought I missed you but I dont!
2) Went to Mayor Fenty's Inaguaral Ball ... very classy... too bad. Nope Imma let it all play out.
3) Did you see the Wizards last night? WOW!
4) I changed the layout...sorry if I lost the information. I will get it up there soon.
5) In 2007...dont forget the tips I spoke with you about---> save, invest, and plan for the future.
I trust everyone had a good new year's eve and am having a GREAT new year.
I wanna thank my folks for starting me on this Blog thing. I am finding it to be amusing and fun. Funny how WORDS mean so much to so many people. When I say stuff flippid (sp) and off the cuff or just say something that ...just dont matter - its interpreted so strangely. I will tell you what people I have dated said to me once... "Only take in 20% of what I am saying cause the other 80% is pure BULLSHNIT!" And quite frankly if you pick up on the BS and learn the commentary - you love me even more!
I am nonchalant... dont too much bother me. However when I think I have hurt someone or offended them, my manners take over. I just say I apologize... I dont dwell in the 'mad at you' moment. I accept it and move on. The quicker you learn this... the better. The longer you stay madd at me the less time we have to enjoy one another's company. So what you gonna do!?!?!
So... my initial randomness post of 2007.
1) I thought I missed you but I dont!
2) Went to Mayor Fenty's Inaguaral Ball ... very classy... too bad. Nope Imma let it all play out.
3) Did you see the Wizards last night? WOW!
4) I changed the layout...sorry if I lost the information. I will get it up there soon.
5) In 2007...dont forget the tips I spoke with you about---> save, invest, and plan for the future.
Friday, January 05, 2007
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Xmas eve eve...
XMAS HUSTLE:
What yall doing today? Runnin to the mall? Hiding schnit from kids? Wrapping gifts? Grocery shopping for Xmas dinner?
I am not bashing today... just curious as to how you spending your day? I came to NC... Moms is at the mall. My brother is at the shooting range and I just came back from gold course. FYI leave playing golf on wet greens to the professionals. I went out with 20 golf balls, came back with 2 (and one of those I found)!!
AI:
This AI trade has me bothered! I spoke with Tawanna's girl and she was like 'hell naw the fam aint moving to Denver' ... Thats not what bothered me.. what bothered me is what the hell is that lil 5'9 98 lbs nikka gonna do in the Mile High? I know he and Melo can work well but, will Melo understand AI's presence. I mean thus far he has been the man... he did well playing with KMart, but AI is a BETTER player by far! While the experts are worried bout AI adjusting, I am worroed bout Melo.
Short story... AI and I were dating the same chick when he was at Gtown. Now mind you he had more than one so it wasnt a big deal but when we met it was comical cause HER face cracked while we were 'kool' with it. Been kool since...
Text Messaging:
What the hell? Why you having a conversation via TEXT when you could have just called me? Funny type loser tendencies!! That is what I call it...
First Love:
I got an email from the 100 BMA and attached was a press release from a non-profit organization. And you know how they are always putting a for more info contact name and number? Well.. low and behold it was my very FIRST LOVE, the INITIAL HEARTBREAKER, the ONE WHO CORRUPTED , the ONE who STARTED the 'playa' in me. What the Fawk? was my first thought... that cant be her. NO!! Gawd no.
Sidenote: We dated only 9 months. Met on Xmas at the Club dated broke up on my birthday (fawk you naysayers who smirking at me knowing dates). However, we still continued LOVING one another for two years. Lost touch and began again for a few months. In bed we were MAGIC and KAREEM, but out of the bed we were MIKE TYSON and MITCH GREEN. Needless to say - we didnt get along worth shit outside the bedroom...
We lost touch and now I see her name and a number, email, and address to where she is. What do I do? My palms began to sweat and I called my best friend. He was not home and he didnt answer the celly. I called my brother, but his vm came up. I called my other boy - no answer. I called my anti-FIRST LOVE ( a friend that did not like her) - but no answer. So I sat there... waited 10-15 minutes...
SO, like most dumb@ss moves I have made lately I called her. VOICEMAIL! Yeah.. that voice is the same. It was her... yes. It was. My heart jumped to my throat - GULP! And out of habit you hear the beep you start to speak. *DUH* Didnt wanna leave a message but I said, "Hey ... just thought....." and I couldnt stop cause she would hear it and be like who is this clown, but she prolly would pick up on my voice. (Unique sounding voice... she said it always did something to her.... go figure). I finished the message, left my number, and hung up.
I am kicking myself cause I left that message... (partly cause that @ss aint called me back yet - which may be a GREAT thing) Then.. all the people I called... started calling me back! TOO FAWKING LATE!! They all had the same questions and comments; WHY, What did I want, What if she calls back, Will I go see her (FAWK YEAH), Why do I wanna see her, etc. Anyway I am over it now after 3 days... she aint called so 'fawk it'! Well the best friend called me today and said "Did she call?" I said "NO" -- he said why you salty? I said I aint but dayum no one wants to be rejected. Then like a best friend should (trying to save my face) he said... "you know she may be on vacation and aint got the message yet" Problem with that is... he gave me HOPE that she would call.
I told him and I am telling yall.. I am going out like an old b!tch thinkin bout this broad, but FIRST LOVES got a space that is irreplacable. That is unclosable, unforgettable! So with that.... fawk it! Iont care... but if she calls -- I will let ya know!
RANDOMNESS:
1) I made it pass the limit!!
2) Still the reigning frat's MAN OF THE YEAR... take that !
3) Workin with the OLDER POPULATION can be rewarding!
4) Why is Mr. Holland's Opus one of my favorite movies!
5) Why does Bow Wow look like a taller T.I.?
*ENTER*
What yall doing today? Runnin to the mall? Hiding schnit from kids? Wrapping gifts? Grocery shopping for Xmas dinner?
I am not bashing today... just curious as to how you spending your day? I came to NC... Moms is at the mall. My brother is at the shooting range and I just came back from gold course. FYI leave playing golf on wet greens to the professionals. I went out with 20 golf balls, came back with 2 (and one of those I found)!!
AI:
This AI trade has me bothered! I spoke with Tawanna's girl and she was like 'hell naw the fam aint moving to Denver' ... Thats not what bothered me.. what bothered me is what the hell is that lil 5'9 98 lbs nikka gonna do in the Mile High? I know he and Melo can work well but, will Melo understand AI's presence. I mean thus far he has been the man... he did well playing with KMart, but AI is a BETTER player by far! While the experts are worried bout AI adjusting, I am worroed bout Melo.
Short story... AI and I were dating the same chick when he was at Gtown. Now mind you he had more than one so it wasnt a big deal but when we met it was comical cause HER face cracked while we were 'kool' with it. Been kool since...
Text Messaging:
What the hell? Why you having a conversation via TEXT when you could have just called me? Funny type loser tendencies!! That is what I call it...
First Love:
I got an email from the 100 BMA and attached was a press release from a non-profit organization. And you know how they are always putting a for more info contact name and number? Well.. low and behold it was my very FIRST LOVE, the INITIAL HEARTBREAKER, the ONE WHO CORRUPTED , the ONE who STARTED the 'playa' in me. What the Fawk? was my first thought... that cant be her. NO!! Gawd no.
Sidenote: We dated only 9 months. Met on Xmas at the Club dated broke up on my birthday (fawk you naysayers who smirking at me knowing dates). However, we still continued LOVING one another for two years. Lost touch and began again for a few months. In bed we were MAGIC and KAREEM, but out of the bed we were MIKE TYSON and MITCH GREEN. Needless to say - we didnt get along worth shit outside the bedroom...
We lost touch and now I see her name and a number, email, and address to where she is. What do I do? My palms began to sweat and I called my best friend. He was not home and he didnt answer the celly. I called my brother, but his vm came up. I called my other boy - no answer. I called my anti-FIRST LOVE ( a friend that did not like her) - but no answer. So I sat there... waited 10-15 minutes...
SO, like most dumb@ss moves I have made lately I called her. VOICEMAIL! Yeah.. that voice is the same. It was her... yes. It was. My heart jumped to my throat - GULP! And out of habit you hear the beep you start to speak. *DUH* Didnt wanna leave a message but I said, "Hey ... just thought....." and I couldnt stop cause she would hear it and be like who is this clown, but she prolly would pick up on my voice. (Unique sounding voice... she said it always did something to her.... go figure). I finished the message, left my number, and hung up.
I am kicking myself cause I left that message... (partly cause that @ss aint called me back yet - which may be a GREAT thing) Then.. all the people I called... started calling me back! TOO FAWKING LATE!! They all had the same questions and comments; WHY, What did I want, What if she calls back, Will I go see her (FAWK YEAH), Why do I wanna see her, etc. Anyway I am over it now after 3 days... she aint called so 'fawk it'! Well the best friend called me today and said "Did she call?" I said "NO" -- he said why you salty? I said I aint but dayum no one wants to be rejected. Then like a best friend should (trying to save my face) he said... "you know she may be on vacation and aint got the message yet" Problem with that is... he gave me HOPE that she would call.
I told him and I am telling yall.. I am going out like an old b!tch thinkin bout this broad, but FIRST LOVES got a space that is irreplacable. That is unclosable, unforgettable! So with that.... fawk it! Iont care... but if she calls -- I will let ya know!
RANDOMNESS:
1) I made it pass the limit!!
2) Still the reigning frat's MAN OF THE YEAR... take that !
3) Workin with the OLDER POPULATION can be rewarding!
4) Why is Mr. Holland's Opus one of my favorite movies!
5) Why does Bow Wow look like a taller T.I.?
*ENTER*
Friday, December 22, 2006
Steps out of shell...
Well I'll be gawddayum... With all this google sign in crap I cant read folks pages no more. I hate it.. uuuggghhhhh!!
Aight... let me see where do I begin? *Ignant fool in the back shouts: "Try from the beginning !!!"*
Sounds like a plan...
Well... I realized that I am not as OPEN as I once thought I could be. And it hit me right about the time I read Ms. Choc's thread about lying to the public and moving on etc. etc. Not that I have lied or told intentionally things that were not true. I simply just aint OPEN.
From the onset... I told ya I was a private nikka with issues and complexity beyond no end. Its a defense mechanism. They tell me Virgos are guarded and analytical. We like to know the WHYs and WHAT FORs. And if we dont get the answer... you are "BLOCKED FROM THIS WEBSITE" no pun intended.
Yall really wanna know about the "Kant be friends"? Well I don't have any bad words to say about anyone honestly... you just have to know that sometimes things don't work out - accepting an ending can be therapeutic. But I will say this.. she told me to kiss her @ss rather than her forehead. It actually made me laugh thinking bout the nicest (roundness, phatness, and juicyness) of 'that' @ss she spoke of!!! And really there are no hard feelings... I wish her the very best.
NOW.. on to other things -- I mentioned sometime ago about my ONE failure in life. I have been working on that ... I dont like it. And I want it fixed. * Sorry to bait you but I will tell you more as the story unfolds -- maybe!?!*
Randomness:
1) Can I say this... and I hope no one gets OFFENDED, but umm errr uhh ...
Aight... let me see where do I begin? *Ignant fool in the back shouts: "Try from the beginning !!!"*
Sounds like a plan...
Well... I realized that I am not as OPEN as I once thought I could be. And it hit me right about the time I read Ms. Choc's thread about lying to the public and moving on etc. etc. Not that I have lied or told intentionally things that were not true. I simply just aint OPEN.
From the onset... I told ya I was a private nikka with issues and complexity beyond no end. Its a defense mechanism. They tell me Virgos are guarded and analytical. We like to know the WHYs and WHAT FORs. And if we dont get the answer... you are "BLOCKED FROM THIS WEBSITE" no pun intended.
Yall really wanna know about the "Kant be friends"? Well I don't have any bad words to say about anyone honestly... you just have to know that sometimes things don't work out - accepting an ending can be therapeutic. But I will say this.. she told me to kiss her @ss rather than her forehead. It actually made me laugh thinking bout the nicest (roundness, phatness, and juicyness) of 'that' @ss she spoke of!!! And really there are no hard feelings... I wish her the very best.
NOW.. on to other things -- I mentioned sometime ago about my ONE failure in life. I have been working on that ... I dont like it. And I want it fixed. * Sorry to bait you but I will tell you more as the story unfolds -- maybe!?!*
Randomness:
1) Can I say this... and I hope no one gets OFFENDED, but umm errr uhh ...
FAWK XMAS
I mean no disrespect to folks who like this holiday you greedy summab!tches, but lets be real. How long you gonna let a fat white man take credit for your VISA bill being high @ss hell? How long you gonna be a punk @ss parent and let your kids behavior be affected by a white dude in a fat suit? Seriously... think about how many times this month you said "if you not good Santa no gonna get you no toys" -- Umm more that ZERO is TOOO MANY!!!!
Half yous aint got not dayum CHIMNEY no way.. how that lie still lives I will never know! I lived in the projects in Lincon Heights and knew dayum well if "Man-Man" and 'em robbed and killed the mailman, just think what they would do to some white dude (not in a MPD uniform) with a bag of toys round midnight!?!?
2) I love the new gig, but some folks are complacent then a mofo. I know you get a hella check each week and its hard to fire ya @ss but dont complain when they give the supervisor job to an OUTSIDE person. *Ding Ding Ding* That's a hint and a half that your @ss aint producing like a supervisor. Coming in all late and taking 10 smoke breaks for 10-30 minutes each.
3) I wasn't gonna to this one but... good luck and remember to save 10% more than you presently save cause when you have the add'l responsibility it will make the transition of expenses that much easier to deal with.
4) Happy Holidays to each and everyone of yous... I wish your family good time and cheer. And if you can.. remember the homeless, less fortunate, and the ones who will get the PINK notice on the door (or RED envelope - late notice) in January cause they RENT aint paid (but they got a shinit load of toys under the tree)!!!!!
*Enter*
Saturday, December 09, 2006
This is a first...
You ARE right... We kannot be friends...
Be good and I wish you the best. *Kiss on the Forehead*
Be good and I wish you the best. *Kiss on the Forehead*
Friday, December 08, 2006
Just a few thoughts...
I have been swamped, at work, at home, and in life.
Work is kicking into gear now that they trust me with something real and dangerous! I have begin the unduanting task to get seasoned employees to want to stop working in silos and 'cross-train' them in other areas... talk about a MOUNTAIN. Folks with two years til retirement and rushing each day to it... hmph! I also have a project that will focus on ensuring the agency has proper allocations for '08 budget year. I am on the strategic plan team... AAArrgggghhhhh (nuff said???)
Home...well home has two parts, but Imma focus on the public side. I have been working on the condo deal and hammering out the minor stuff. I had my partners begin looking at floor plans and decor... (SIDEBAR) Dont EVER let women and men try to design ANYTHING together. They so have SO many different thoughts or perceptions as to what this thing should look like. I am thinking dorm-like, others are thinking bungalow style, and one other is thinking studio. And what blows most... is the 'studio' person wants to draw a design opinion out of a freakin hat. Ok.. time out... reality check.. We decided on a hybrid of dorm and bungelow. 'Studio' got to choose the restaurant we ate at. I love them though... they keep me 'grounded and sane'!! I am not happy with the slowness ... I think that this can move faster than the contractors say it can. SO da fawk what its kold out there.... you are being paid handsomely to work in the cold!
Also may mortgage company is doing well. I love my customers and love the satisfaction of helping people purchase their first home or refinancing to consolidate bills (or take a vacation). *Shameless plug* People if you are sending someone else's 'kid to college (i.e. paying them to rent a place), please consider buying a home. All I am saying is 'consider' it. Talk to a mortgage broker or First Time Homebuyer agency, someone... anyone who can give you insight on the affordability of a home. Its like an 'orgasm' when I get an 'approval notice' back from a lender. I dont care where you live (DC, Atl, Raleigh, Morgantown, Norwoord, wherever), you TOO can own a home.
Life is funny... one minute you are up and ready, and then you can easily be down for the count. But its how you react to the fall that matters. Do you lay and let it settle in or do you bounce up and come back for more. I have had numerous accomplishment... the highest highs you could ever have. And then again.. I have had the lowest lows (not suicidal lows, but 'dats fawked up low'). But I have one major 'failure' in my life that I just cant get over. I just cant... I have tried trust me - my best friend has had this convo with me MILLIONS of times now. Hell he brought it up in Houston at the All Star game and has plans to bring it up again in Vegas at the All Star game. *By the way... if you dont have ya room reserved yet - woooowwweeee get reaey to pay upwards of $500+ for a room on the strip* Luckily, knowing the schedule ahead of time...we locked in rooms at less than a fourth of that price. Paid for the room upfront and all... but I digress. Correct ya flaws and GROW! Continue to grow people....
Thanks...
*Enter*
Work is kicking into gear now that they trust me with something real and dangerous! I have begin the unduanting task to get seasoned employees to want to stop working in silos and 'cross-train' them in other areas... talk about a MOUNTAIN. Folks with two years til retirement and rushing each day to it... hmph! I also have a project that will focus on ensuring the agency has proper allocations for '08 budget year. I am on the strategic plan team... AAArrgggghhhhh (nuff said???)
Home...well home has two parts, but Imma focus on the public side. I have been working on the condo deal and hammering out the minor stuff. I had my partners begin looking at floor plans and decor... (SIDEBAR) Dont EVER let women and men try to design ANYTHING together. They so have SO many different thoughts or perceptions as to what this thing should look like. I am thinking dorm-like, others are thinking bungalow style, and one other is thinking studio. And what blows most... is the 'studio' person wants to draw a design opinion out of a freakin hat. Ok.. time out... reality check.. We decided on a hybrid of dorm and bungelow. 'Studio' got to choose the restaurant we ate at. I love them though... they keep me 'grounded and sane'!! I am not happy with the slowness ... I think that this can move faster than the contractors say it can. SO da fawk what its kold out there.... you are being paid handsomely to work in the cold!
Also may mortgage company is doing well. I love my customers and love the satisfaction of helping people purchase their first home or refinancing to consolidate bills (or take a vacation). *Shameless plug* People if you are sending someone else's 'kid to college (i.e. paying them to rent a place), please consider buying a home. All I am saying is 'consider' it. Talk to a mortgage broker or First Time Homebuyer agency, someone... anyone who can give you insight on the affordability of a home. Its like an 'orgasm' when I get an 'approval notice' back from a lender. I dont care where you live (DC, Atl, Raleigh, Morgantown, Norwoord, wherever), you TOO can own a home.
Life is funny... one minute you are up and ready, and then you can easily be down for the count. But its how you react to the fall that matters. Do you lay and let it settle in or do you bounce up and come back for more. I have had numerous accomplishment... the highest highs you could ever have. And then again.. I have had the lowest lows (not suicidal lows, but 'dats fawked up low'). But I have one major 'failure' in my life that I just cant get over. I just cant... I have tried trust me - my best friend has had this convo with me MILLIONS of times now. Hell he brought it up in Houston at the All Star game and has plans to bring it up again in Vegas at the All Star game. *By the way... if you dont have ya room reserved yet - woooowwweeee get reaey to pay upwards of $500+ for a room on the strip* Luckily, knowing the schedule ahead of time...we locked in rooms at less than a fourth of that price. Paid for the room upfront and all... but I digress. Correct ya flaws and GROW! Continue to grow people....
Thanks...
*Enter*
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Tuesday...
Man I dont know what the hell is wrong with me.... I woke up late again. I think I am seriously spent. I am lookin forward to going to Australia for New Years, but I think I may need to do something before then. Where is this coming from? Why am I over spending myself?
ANSWER: Cause I like it this way.
I just needed to vent for a hot minute.
What up ... and thanks for the love in my EMAILS *evil look* !!!
Randomness:
1) If its over, what does it matter what I say about my past?
2) The Wizards suck...
3) Why it take 4 days to complete this entry?
4) ...
*enter*
ANSWER: Cause I like it this way.
I just needed to vent for a hot minute.
What up ... and thanks for the love in my EMAILS *evil look* !!!
Randomness:
1) If its over, what does it matter what I say about my past?
2) The Wizards suck...
3) Why it take 4 days to complete this entry?
4) ...
*enter*
Monday, December 04, 2006
Hey Hey Hey...
Guess what...
More folks reading this than I thought... Thanks for the love! Yall some nosey folks too!! *LOL* I appreciate yall coming through. I was shocked so many folks read this thing. I am siced now! *LOL* (Pause for the moment of being a bamma passes)
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Aight...
So.. what is new in the ENIGMA world. Not a dayum thing. I hate ripping and running to NC from time to time, but this past weekend I headed to Atlantic City only to be turned around and head to Charleston SC for a meeting with some investors. Yall know I be doing my real estate thing... *Baby Donald Trump... on a real low low low low level!* Anyway.. hopped a flight from AC to SC. Met over a nice meal featuring fresh crab and salmon. Talk a lot of talk and shot a lot of shnit... Grab a rental car and headed to NC thinkin that these fools were not talking good game. Thinkin - wasted money... but fun trip!
Got to the NC and spoke with my partner - he was talking jibberish ( short hand for long winded as story bout nothing). About an hour into the speak... I hear "they wanna do the deal". (Deal: Purchase 4 beachfront properties, demolish, construct a 12 unit condo joint) cha-fawking-ching! So... I dont know if yall watch NCAA Basketball, so to celebrate we (partner and attorney)headed over to the Duke/Gtown game. Who am I sitting next to? Guess...(thought a pic of Warren Buffet would appear here, but I am still learning). But yeah.. the richest mofo on the face of US soil!!! We rapping bout the game and I hit him with some BS about how I was interested in his story and how is investing style was one that most fit my personality. We chit chatted and talked throughout the game. Why did I feel BRIGHTER just by talkin to this cat. ** Step back for a moment... this man has more disposable cash than I will ever EARN in my life time, my children's lifetime, and my grand children's lifetime. ** I digresss. After the game, he slid me his business card and said to email him and he would send me some things to read. ** Yeah... Imma get me a NEW mentor!! (sorta)** Oh..player move of the YEAR: Me to Warren, "I am headed to the concession area, you want me to get you something?"
So I fly back to AC to get my car... and head home. Long @ weekend... long a$$ weekend.
Randomness:
1) When life shoot you lemons, make lemonade!
2) You can go (back) home...
3) Learn to appreciate the GOOD things, learn from the bad things, and know the difference between the two.
4) I went to happy hour with an old friend. Thanks for the reality check.
5) Xmas is almost here... dont give cause its on sale, give cause you want to.
6) Mike Vick is a fawking beast! My Skins lost again.
*Enter*
More folks reading this than I thought... Thanks for the love! Yall some nosey folks too!! *LOL* I appreciate yall coming through. I was shocked so many folks read this thing. I am siced now! *LOL* (Pause for the moment of being a bamma passes)
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Aight...
So.. what is new in the ENIGMA world. Not a dayum thing. I hate ripping and running to NC from time to time, but this past weekend I headed to Atlantic City only to be turned around and head to Charleston SC for a meeting with some investors. Yall know I be doing my real estate thing... *Baby Donald Trump... on a real low low low low level!* Anyway.. hopped a flight from AC to SC. Met over a nice meal featuring fresh crab and salmon. Talk a lot of talk and shot a lot of shnit... Grab a rental car and headed to NC thinkin that these fools were not talking good game. Thinkin - wasted money... but fun trip!
Got to the NC and spoke with my partner - he was talking jibberish ( short hand for long winded as story bout nothing). About an hour into the speak... I hear "they wanna do the deal". (Deal: Purchase 4 beachfront properties, demolish, construct a 12 unit condo joint) cha-fawking-ching! So... I dont know if yall watch NCAA Basketball, so to celebrate we (partner and attorney)headed over to the Duke/Gtown game. Who am I sitting next to? Guess...(thought a pic of Warren Buffet would appear here, but I am still learning). But yeah.. the richest mofo on the face of US soil!!! We rapping bout the game and I hit him with some BS about how I was interested in his story and how is investing style was one that most fit my personality. We chit chatted and talked throughout the game. Why did I feel BRIGHTER just by talkin to this cat. ** Step back for a moment... this man has more disposable cash than I will ever EARN in my life time, my children's lifetime, and my grand children's lifetime. ** I digresss. After the game, he slid me his business card and said to email him and he would send me some things to read. ** Yeah... Imma get me a NEW mentor!! (sorta)** Oh..player move of the YEAR: Me to Warren, "I am headed to the concession area, you want me to get you something?"
So I fly back to AC to get my car... and head home. Long @ weekend... long a$$ weekend.
Randomness:
1) When life shoot you lemons, make lemonade!
2) You can go (back) home...
3) Learn to appreciate the GOOD things, learn from the bad things, and know the difference between the two.
4) I went to happy hour with an old friend. Thanks for the reality check.
5) Xmas is almost here... dont give cause its on sale, give cause you want to.
6) Mike Vick is a fawking beast! My Skins lost again.
*Enter*
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
What I am thankful for...
LIFE in general... often times folks get caught up in BULLSHNIT! PS3, Dancing Elmos, 'chasin the $$$', etc but sometimes, you have to stand down and WATCH THE TREES GROW!!
God gives us 'breath' every morning and we never (yeah whatever you bible thumpers 'i know you do it all the time' SURE!....) say THANKS. People pray for stuff all the time... but as Joyce Meyers http://www.joycemeyer.com states: "sometime you need to just say "Thank you". Just say THANKS some time.... I have had a good year thus far and I cant think of where any of this would lead me if I aint ask "Lord....where you taking me?" I aint gonna make this religiousy or nothing,but for real... this year... just say THANKS!
Randomness:
1) What you do with yourself that leaves an impression on others is what you will be JUDGED by.
2) I missed a party this past weekend due to my indecisiveness.
3) Kool breeze... *keep blowing... cause I keep thinking*
4) Procrastination is gonna be the death of me... but hell if I am late to my 'death', I may gain a few more minutes! What ya think?
5) Shnit happens...
6) When life disappoints you the most... remember the good times you had and begin to make new ones!
*ENTER*
PS: Karl Thomas said it best.... "I wish I never met her"
God gives us 'breath' every morning and we never (yeah whatever you bible thumpers 'i know you do it all the time' SURE!....) say THANKS. People pray for stuff all the time... but as Joyce Meyers http://www.joycemeyer.com states: "sometime you need to just say "Thank you". Just say THANKS some time.... I have had a good year thus far and I cant think of where any of this would lead me if I aint ask "Lord....where you taking me?" I aint gonna make this religiousy or nothing,but for real... this year... just say THANKS!
Randomness:
1) What you do with yourself that leaves an impression on others is what you will be JUDGED by.
2) I missed a party this past weekend due to my indecisiveness.
3) Kool breeze... *keep blowing... cause I keep thinking*
4) Procrastination is gonna be the death of me... but hell if I am late to my 'death', I may gain a few more minutes! What ya think?
5) Shnit happens...
6) When life disappoints you the most... remember the good times you had and begin to make new ones!
*ENTER*
PS: Karl Thomas said it best.... "I wish I never met her"
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
OK OK OK ..
I know.. I suck! I forgot to BLOG and havent been back in a minute. Told ya I am learning... leave me alone! *LOL*
Ladies... Love and hugs!
Fellas... yall get *DAPS*
Ladies... Love and hugs!
Fellas... yall get *DAPS*
Monday, November 13, 2006
New week...new time... new day...
Hey folks... its been about a week or so since I last posted. I was in training here at work. I have not forgotten nor have I not missed ya!
Thanks for the ING info... I am really gonna get on that joint for real!
I wanna thank that kool breeze for being... that kool breeze.
I am tired and sleepy... and I think my life is boring as hell compared to some of the other blogs I have read. Or maybe I am not that 'open'... however I do appreciate and enjoy the feedback and reading others blogs. Yall inspire me!
Check me out later today for a new entry...
*Enter*
Thanks for the ING info... I am really gonna get on that joint for real!
I wanna thank that kool breeze for being... that kool breeze.
I am tired and sleepy... and I think my life is boring as hell compared to some of the other blogs I have read. Or maybe I am not that 'open'... however I do appreciate and enjoy the feedback and reading others blogs. Yall inspire me!
Check me out later today for a new entry...
*Enter*
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Quick question...
Someone tell me about ING please?
Also... I need to roll some money over into a new Retirement plan any suggestions?
Hey ... you hear me? Thanks for coming by...
*Enter*
Also... I need to roll some money over into a new Retirement plan any suggestions?
Hey ... you hear me? Thanks for coming by...
*Enter*
Think on it...
Ross-Rachel Dating….
I can’t do it. I thought I could, but I can’t. AM I selfish… am I real…. Or I just ‘black’. I am being honest here. You know how black folks are… if you go out once or twice or you even *smash* even though you have not committed to one another, you still kinda don’t want no one else dating or ‘hitting’. Black folks…we Monica-Chandler date. It’s like boom... me and you – no titles, but …we dating/fawking and no dating other people. The Ross-Rachel thing is not for me – but I will continue to try for it may be the best for the both of us.
Whats Ross-Rachel dating? That is where you both date other people but still have ties to one another that wont allow you to commit to another person for you are wanting to be with the other but dating folks til you two make up your mind that you want to be together. ----- > Yes I am a black man from the 70’s who watches Friends. I watched Will & Grace too! Same something smart… *mean mugging*
What is it about that Kool Breeze?
It wakes me up in the middle of the night wanting to let it in…
It wakes me up in the morning texting like no end…
It makes me madd in one instance and joyful the next…
And I aint ever gonna tell you bout the madd longlasting sex.
Mean mugging and ignoring me only turned me on…
Holding that breeze all morning long.
Fuak what you heard that breeze came along too fast…
But its nothing like sleeping spooning behind that ***!!!
Don’t get me wrong the body is only 2% of the fascination…
The 98% is all mental spiritual and emotional migration.
I hold the kool breeze in my mind for hours. Thinking, longing to send her candy, card, and flowers. But other cornballs have done the same. I am not like the others… I am more than a name.
NCCU Homecoming – catch me if you can
Friday, November 3, 2006Legacy Gala and Concert
Durham Marriott at the Civic Center & The Carolina TheatreLegacy Gala: 6:30 p.m. Concert: 9 p.m.Price: $150.00 (includes Dinner, Concert, and Alumni & Friends post-concert party)
Saturday, November 4 Homecoming Game: NCCU vs. Johnson C. Smith - O’Kelly-Riddick Stadium 1:30 p.m.
Classes of 80s and 90s Cabaret - Sheraton Imperial Hotel 8 p.m. For more information
Sunday, November 5 Shepard Society Jazz Brunch - Marriott Hotel Downtown 10 a.m. [Invitation Only – how did I ever get a ticket!!! ]
Randomness:
1) I love your *KISSES*
2) Don’t let the world ruin your joy. Your day is coming… joy is just around the corner.
3) Life Membership in a fraternity…. WTF?
4) Why the dayum AC aint working in the office. Its freaking HOT in here!!!
5) Her boobs are sitting pretty. Too bad her face aint!
6) DC Mean… I shoved a dude today, but don’t worry... he was in a wheel chair and needed help up on to the curb!
*ENTER*
I can’t do it. I thought I could, but I can’t. AM I selfish… am I real…. Or I just ‘black’. I am being honest here. You know how black folks are… if you go out once or twice or you even *smash* even though you have not committed to one another, you still kinda don’t want no one else dating or ‘hitting’. Black folks…we Monica-Chandler date. It’s like boom... me and you – no titles, but …we dating/fawking and no dating other people. The Ross-Rachel thing is not for me – but I will continue to try for it may be the best for the both of us.
Whats Ross-Rachel dating? That is where you both date other people but still have ties to one another that wont allow you to commit to another person for you are wanting to be with the other but dating folks til you two make up your mind that you want to be together. ----- > Yes I am a black man from the 70’s who watches Friends. I watched Will & Grace too! Same something smart… *mean mugging*
What is it about that Kool Breeze?
It wakes me up in the middle of the night wanting to let it in…
It wakes me up in the morning texting like no end…
It makes me madd in one instance and joyful the next…
And I aint ever gonna tell you bout the madd longlasting sex.
Mean mugging and ignoring me only turned me on…
Holding that breeze all morning long.
Fuak what you heard that breeze came along too fast…
But its nothing like sleeping spooning behind that ***!!!
Don’t get me wrong the body is only 2% of the fascination…
The 98% is all mental spiritual and emotional migration.
I hold the kool breeze in my mind for hours. Thinking, longing to send her candy, card, and flowers. But other cornballs have done the same. I am not like the others… I am more than a name.
NCCU Homecoming – catch me if you can
Friday, November 3, 2006Legacy Gala and Concert
Durham Marriott at the Civic Center & The Carolina TheatreLegacy Gala: 6:30 p.m. Concert: 9 p.m.Price: $150.00 (includes Dinner, Concert, and Alumni & Friends post-concert party)
Saturday, November 4 Homecoming Game: NCCU vs. Johnson C. Smith - O’Kelly-Riddick Stadium 1:30 p.m.
Classes of 80s and 90s Cabaret - Sheraton Imperial Hotel 8 p.m. For more information
Sunday, November 5 Shepard Society Jazz Brunch - Marriott Hotel Downtown 10 a.m. [Invitation Only – how did I ever get a ticket!!! ]
Randomness:
1) I love your *KISSES*
2) Don’t let the world ruin your joy. Your day is coming… joy is just around the corner.
3) Life Membership in a fraternity…. WTF?
4) Why the dayum AC aint working in the office. Its freaking HOT in here!!!
5) Her boobs are sitting pretty. Too bad her face aint!
6) DC Mean… I shoved a dude today, but don’t worry... he was in a wheel chair and needed help up on to the curb!
*ENTER*
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Getting "DC Mean"…
Gawd…. I am getting mean again. I was a mean street thug nikka from North East DC (Lincoln Heights/ 58th Street area), then, I grew up. I moved to NC and got educated and more so countrified. I learned and respected the joy of life. I learned that life is not a rush… and sometimes you have to stop and BREATHE. You see… at 5pm, I don’t run for the train. I don’t hurry along and rush down the elevator/escalator. I stroll (as one lady put it). I move along with the crowd, but I am chill with myne. I just got my countryness on and enjoying my life… But the more and more I ride the train and see stupid shhit, the more I get madd. I get frustrated with folks and their lack of motivation. There CONTENTMENT with mediocrity. Da hell…
Personality traits… are these things that you CHOOSE to accept or are they something that you develop? Who da hell chooses to be whack? Mediocre? Sub-par?
Imma have a drink tonight…. I am going to M&S downtown on 13th Street. Join me if you like…
Randomness:
1) I am not Kyle Barker, I am Overton.
2) I don’t get hyped over fine wine… give me a glass of water – its your COMPANY that I enjoy.
3) Extra… Extra…..Extra.
4) Ready for the weekend.
5) Don’t let them steal your joy…
6) When you first thought is always negative, what are others to think?
*Enter*
Personality traits… are these things that you CHOOSE to accept or are they something that you develop? Who da hell chooses to be whack? Mediocre? Sub-par?
Imma have a drink tonight…. I am going to M&S downtown on 13th Street. Join me if you like…
Randomness:
1) I am not Kyle Barker, I am Overton.
2) I don’t get hyped over fine wine… give me a glass of water – its your COMPANY that I enjoy.
3) Extra… Extra…..Extra.
4) Ready for the weekend.
5) Don’t let them steal your joy…
6) When you first thought is always negative, what are others to think?
*Enter*
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