Wednesday 10/18/06

I am in a mood today… a mood of “WTF”. I am in total control of self at all times. That is what makes me the ENIGMA that I am. I don’t allow others actions to sway me one way or the other, but last night was different.

I recalled something… that has broken my mood a bit. Its called: The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change,

the courage to change the things I can,

and the wisdom to know the difference

All day today…. I’m gonna come back throughout the day leaving a TIME and a THOUGHT. Hopefully, my day will get better. I hope yours does too!!


9:15am: “I hope ‘dinner’ was good cause it sure made my stomach hurt!

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10:15am: "Gotdizzamm... Why is it so blasted hot? The AC busted and I need a break. If I smoked, I would go downstairs."

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11:10am: "Do you miss me?"

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1:25pm: "I am spoiled" Are you serious? No I am not .. not really. I just dont play games. Lunch was good. I went to Au Bon Pain (or whatever it is) and lunch sucked. Never eat there if you dont like celery, onions, lettuce, tomatoes, squash, and other shnit that go crunch when you bite into it.

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3pm: Freaking email is the debbil!!! Define 'date'? Wow... its hot as blue blazes here. I wonder if its the weather or her!! I dont know...either way she on my mind.

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3:41pm: I got this imaage in my head... WOW. Fawking lady in my office, sexy thick & kute, keep feeding my donuts and shnit. I just told her I lost 30+ lbs and I wanted to keep it off. I got a new 'sexy' with me. And I wanna keep it. Financial management should not be so freakign hard. How this 'person' gonna be madd at me cause I invited my 'Class' to Happy Hour and didnt invite her... well she aint in my class ya know.

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4:30pm: Hearin it... seein it..... doing it. Demands are on me, but there is no compromise. WOW. Are you serious....

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4:51pm: Spoiled is not the word for it... I dont know what it is, but I will get to it for sure. Did yall see the Redskins lose? I am watching a press conference now and its like "its not my fault". Well whos fault is it?? I had a ball at the party this weekend...good food..fun and friends. I am excited that folks are reading my blog... and more excited that you are commenting. The metro-rail in DC is the best in the world. I live like 7minutes from it... and I got a 16minute ride. Its wonderful. Barriers are only what you make them...if you want it to be in the way - it will. I learned during my time online ... "Mind over matter. If you dont mind, that shnit dont matter" Get it done! New people... new things... I think I am going to buy me something today. Last time I was like this... I bought a 54in TV and 2 rounds of drinks at Chili's. Thank gawd there is no Best Buy nor Chili's around. But there is a SHARPER IMAGE around here. Call me back.... I am still at work.

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