Xmas eve eve...

XMAS HUSTLE:
What yall doing today? Runnin to the mall? Hiding schnit from kids? Wrapping gifts? Grocery shopping for Xmas dinner?

I am not bashing today... just curious as to how you spending your day? I came to NC... Moms is at the mall. My brother is at the shooting range and I just came back from gold course. FYI leave playing golf on wet greens to the professionals. I went out with 20 golf balls, came back with 2 (and one of those I found)!!

AI:
This AI trade has me bothered! I spoke with Tawanna's girl and she was like 'hell naw the fam aint moving to Denver' ... Thats not what bothered me.. what bothered me is what the hell is that lil 5'9 98 lbs nikka gonna do in the Mile High? I know he and Melo can work well but, will Melo understand AI's presence. I mean thus far he has been the man... he did well playing with KMart, but AI is a BETTER player by far! While the experts are worried bout AI adjusting, I am worroed bout Melo.

Short story... AI and I were dating the same chick when he was at Gtown. Now mind you he had more than one so it wasnt a big deal but when we met it was comical cause HER face cracked while we were 'kool' with it. Been kool since...

Text Messaging:
What the hell? Why you having a conversation via TEXT when you could have just called me? Funny type loser tendencies!! That is what I call it...

First Love:
I got an email from the 100 BMA and attached was a press release from a non-profit organization. And you know how they are always putting a for more info contact name and number? Well.. low and behold it was my very FIRST LOVE, the INITIAL HEARTBREAKER, the ONE WHO CORRUPTED , the ONE who STARTED the 'playa' in me. What the Fawk? was my first thought... that cant be her. NO!! Gawd no.

Sidenote: We dated only 9 months. Met on Xmas at the Club dated broke up on my birthday (fawk you naysayers who smirking at me knowing dates). However, we still continued LOVING one another for two years. Lost touch and began again for a few months. In bed we were MAGIC and KAREEM, but out of the bed we were MIKE TYSON and MITCH GREEN. Needless to say - we didnt get along worth shit outside the bedroom...

We lost touch and now I see her name and a number, email, and address to where she is. What do I do? My palms began to sweat and I called my best friend. He was not home and he didnt answer the celly. I called my brother, but his vm came up. I called my other boy - no answer. I called my anti-FIRST LOVE ( a friend that did not like her) - but no answer. So I sat there... waited 10-15 minutes...

SO, like most dumb@ss moves I have made lately I called her. VOICEMAIL! Yeah.. that voice is the same. It was her... yes. It was. My heart jumped to my throat - GULP! And out of habit you hear the beep you start to speak. *DUH* Didnt wanna leave a message but I said, "Hey ... just thought....." and I couldnt stop cause she would hear it and be like who is this clown, but she prolly would pick up on my voice. (Unique sounding voice... she said it always did something to her.... go figure). I finished the message, left my number, and hung up.

I am kicking myself cause I left that message... (partly cause that @ss aint called me back yet - which may be a GREAT thing) Then.. all the people I called... started calling me back! TOO FAWKING LATE!! They all had the same questions and comments; WHY, What did I want, What if she calls back, Will I go see her (FAWK YEAH), Why do I wanna see her, etc. Anyway I am over it now after 3 days... she aint called so 'fawk it'! Well the best friend called me today and said "Did she call?" I said "NO" -- he said why you salty? I said I aint but dayum no one wants to be rejected. Then like a best friend should (trying to save my face) he said... "you know she may be on vacation and aint got the message yet" Problem with that is... he gave me HOPE that she would call.

I told him and I am telling yall.. I am going out like an old b!tch thinkin bout this broad, but FIRST LOVES got a space that is irreplacable. That is unclosable, unforgettable! So with that.... fawk it! Iont care... but if she calls -- I will let ya know!

RANDOMNESS:
1) I made it pass the limit!!

2) Still the reigning frat's MAN OF THE YEAR... take that !

3) Workin with the OLDER POPULATION can be rewarding!

4) Why is Mr. Holland's Opus one of my favorite movies!

5) Why does Bow Wow look like a taller T.I.?


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