Steps out of shell...

Well I'll be gawddayum... With all this google sign in crap I cant read folks pages no more. I hate it.. uuuggghhhhh!!

Aight... let me see where do I begin? *Ignant fool in the back shouts: "Try from the beginning !!!"*

Sounds like a plan...

Well... I realized that I am not as OPEN as I once thought I could be. And it hit me right about the time I read Ms. Choc's thread about lying to the public and moving on etc. etc. Not that I have lied or told intentionally things that were not true. I simply just aint OPEN.

From the onset... I told ya I was a private nikka with issues and complexity beyond no end. Its a defense mechanism. They tell me Virgos are guarded and analytical. We like to know the WHYs and WHAT FORs. And if we dont get the answer... you are "BLOCKED FROM THIS WEBSITE" no pun intended.

Yall really wanna know about the "Kant be friends"? Well I don't have any bad words to say about anyone honestly... you just have to know that sometimes things don't work out - accepting an ending can be therapeutic. But I will say this.. she told me to kiss her @ss rather than her forehead. It actually made me laugh thinking bout the nicest (roundness, phatness, and juicyness) of 'that' @ss she spoke of!!! And really there are no hard feelings... I wish her the very best.

NOW.. on to other things -- I mentioned sometime ago about my ONE failure in life. I have been working on that ... I dont like it. And I want it fixed. * Sorry to bait you but I will tell you more as the story unfolds -- maybe!?!*

Randomness:

1) Can I say this... and I hope no one gets OFFENDED, but umm errr uhh ...

FAWK XMAS

I mean no disrespect to folks who like this holiday you greedy summab!tches, but lets be real. How long you gonna let a fat white man take credit for your VISA bill being high @ss hell? How long you gonna be a punk @ss parent and let your kids behavior be affected by a white dude in a fat suit? Seriously... think about how many times this month you said "if you not good Santa no gonna get you no toys" -- Umm more that ZERO is TOOO MANY!!!!

Half yous aint got not dayum CHIMNEY no way.. how that lie still lives I will never know! I lived in the projects in Lincon Heights and knew dayum well if "Man-Man" and 'em robbed and killed the mailman, just think what they would do to some white dude (not in a MPD uniform) with a bag of toys round midnight!?!?

2) I love the new gig, but some folks are complacent then a mofo. I know you get a hella check each week and its hard to fire ya @ss but dont complain when they give the supervisor job to an OUTSIDE person. *Ding Ding Ding* That's a hint and a half that your @ss aint producing like a supervisor. Coming in all late and taking 10 smoke breaks for 10-30 minutes each.

3) I wasn't gonna to this one but... good luck and remember to save 10% more than you presently save cause when you have the add'l responsibility it will make the transition of expenses that much easier to deal with.

4) Happy Holidays to each and everyone of yous... I wish your family good time and cheer. And if you can.. remember the homeless, less fortunate, and the ones who will get the PINK notice on the door (or RED envelope - late notice) in January cause they RENT aint paid (but they got a shinit load of toys under the tree)!!!!!

*Enter*